Just the way I feel!

Well yesterday after being up since 3:30 am in the morning. Everyone decided that we should go out together for a change and spend some time together(it was Amanda's idea I think). We got all dressed up, Amanda helped me do my make up and hair, and pick out my clothes( I never know what to wear, and I'm very unsure of myself so I griped and complained about even though amanda did a great job) I however didn't really want to go out, I was tired and cranky, and went along only because I was tired of being left out again. When we got downtown I started to get really excited The Yuk Yuk club looked really neat, with candles on the tables and everything. We sat and talked and just enjoyed each other untill the show started.
The guy who opened was pretty funny(I liked his fat jokes, and I'm allowed to because I'm Fat (or large, or solid, however you want to look at it) But the second guy upset me soooo much with hie pediphile joke, that I totally stopped having a good time. I know that I'm old fashioned, I like being that way, but I think I ruined everyone elses night because of how I felt. Sorry guys , but I'm entitled to be upset, or uncomfortable about things. The last guy was a hoot though, and made up for the other moron. He told funny jokes about kids and his family, and he made me smile and laugh. I think the night ended up on a positive.
I will not go again if the sicko is playing, and maybe I'm better off enjoying the comedy network where i can sensor what I hear. I like Dane Cook(and he is not exactly a g rated comic!!)
Well I'm sorry if I came off badly ( It's mainly because because I wasn't looking forward to the night), and didn't enjoy it like everyone else did, but If you knew my history, or even me a bit better, maybe you would understand why jokes like that , upset, rather than amuse me.

Last night 's rating
The company: 10 out of ten, maybe even 11
the comedians: #1 6( funny with a hint of grass)
#2 0 ( not worth the air he breathed )
#3 10( no wonder he was the headliner)
I hope that next time maybe we can all go out to dinner, or the old triangle(or pool I love pool!)

So don't judge this fuddy , duddy too hard!
Love you all!!
Jennifer